So another chapter has begun, make it one month into it already. I find myself turning back into that grouchy and bossy oldself, one which caused me to have tons of haters and friends that backstabs me, one that i really dont want to go back to. I miss the company of having good friends and being about to talk and laugh about almost everything. But now in my new school, there is alomost no reason for me to be happy. Firstly, i dont like the school. Im being honest about this, the school suckkks. The management and everything, so much to the extent i can feel myself “bo-chup-ing” about everything now. That kinds of stings.
I mean c’mon, im not that type of girl that sits there and waits for dinner to be served, i get my own dinner and eat whatever i want. And now that i cant find the place im suppose to go to get my food, whats there for me? starving.
So anyways other than that, there’s my new friends, not that all of them are badddd, just a handful of them , probably i can name 3 people i dislike. Seriously, i never met such people like them.. ok that was exaggerated, i did but i never like to befriend such people, but i dont exactly have a choice right now. So one of them.. really pissed me off, so much that i wanted to yell at this person, but i had to calm down and put on a smile. Never seen such a person that is so stupid to the extend, one lorry is not enough to test of the brain is still intact. (im just saying here, not really going do that..) but yeah, you get my point. Another one.. this guy got loads of nerve to irritate so many people within the first month, i mean c’mon, WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU THINKING?! Seriously, you LIE to so many people, JUST as to “satisfy” your needs or wants or whatever you call them. AND on top of that, you TRY to get close to people to fish out infomation, for IDK what. You’ve got nothing better to do isit? Everytime this person talks or get close to me, my immediate reaction is to get up and walk away. but noooo, the more you try to get away, the more this person comes after you. Some Sucker Fish. Another one.. This person didnt do anything exactly to offend me, but on the first day i thought to myself, “hey! He/she could be my new good friend!” BAM, i was wrong. not going to say futher, cause it will expose. so i just sorta dont like this person from what i heard about him/her and I believe he/she have a motive.
Anyways, i ditched this guy, well ditch might not be the correct word.. hmm, so yeah. and then came another one. WHY MUST ALL THE PEOPLE I LIKE START WITH THE SAME LETTERRRRR. Its a painful memory to be reminded of W all the time. everywhere i go, i see his name. UGH. I REALLY MISS HIM»»>
In any case, (kicks that memory aside), projects are flooding in, and i barely know what to do, its all a step by step process. but im glad i picked the right people to be in my group. Sorta. Hahahas. Hope I”ll be able to fufill my duties, and get a decent grade. Im seriously not very adaptive, like i cant adapt quickly into a new enviroment. I guess i gotta pull up my socks and work doubly hard! FOR LOVE AND MY SOUL, oh and PARIS! :) IN THE NAME OF MY ICELEMON TEA BOTTLE, I WILL STUDY HARDER THAN I EVER DID!
Cheers, Fugnut.
